Not feeling good!

I am feeling really down on myself today, I have had a bad weekend foodwise, we had some friends for dinner on fri, my sister for dinner last night and i just fucked up for the sake of it today!

Dave took some footage of me with our camera this afternoon and immedaitely played it back to me and i could have cried, i just look like a hippo, my face is proper chubby and my arms are huge, I felt so down it has ruined the end of my weekend!

So back on it tomorrow and here's hoping for another loss even if it is just half a pound!

I am such a loser!

WI tonight and I lost another half pound yay!!!!!!!!! Will try and step it up this week so that I can loose more than half!

I am sooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!

inch loss island!!

That's where I am living today! I am so amazed and sooooooo excited! Its my WI tonight and I am expecting at least a STS if not a gain so I decided to measure myself and I am so excited that I have lost 6.5 inches all over! That's 2 inches off my waist, 2 inches off my hips, 1 inch of my upper arm and 1.5 inches off my thigh!

WOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BMI

Ihave just updated my ticker to show my loss so far and its really nice to see my BMI going down! Mine is so dangerously high that it's almost better than the actual weight loss to see it going down!

Still on track today!

Back on it!

Right I am back on track today, I haven't managed to go under points but that's fine I have stuck to my 22 points and had lost of good filling foods and I have drunk a few glasses of water which I don't normally, so fingers crossed I will STS!

Lost it!

I have totally lost the plot and I just can't believe it after doing so well for so long! We had chinese on saturday night, I had a binge last night and I have just had a huge binge today, I HATE myself, it is going to be soooooo hard to get back on it now, if I had just stuck to it over the weekend I wouldn't be feeling like this, I HATE feeling like this, it is not a nice feeling to not like yourself very much!

WI Yesterday

Lost half a pound. That makes it 9lbs in total, 1 pound to go until my 5% goal and 5lbs till my first stone!