Phew!

Lost 1lb, thank god for that! I am going to keep going to get another loss next week! This means I have lost 7lbs in 2 weeks and 8.5lbs overall. This is going to be slow but the time will pass regardless!!!

D-DAY!

Its WI tonight and I am dreading it! I have been so spot on with all my points this week, but last week I forgot to take my pill one night and it has brought on a bleed the last few days, I thought it was over yesterday but its back again today and I am really bloated, I will be soooooo upset if I have gained!!!

I'll let you know the results later.

Hxxx

Feeling good today!

Afternoon all (well Laura and Vicky coz I think you are the only ones who read this lol!!!)

I am feeling good today, my hormone bloatedness seems to be subsiding so feel better in myself. I have had a good spruce of the flat today, put a chilli to cook in the slow cooker and have made some zero point soup! oh and I made some sugar free jelly with lemonade yum yum!!!

I intend to have a pamper tonight and do my nails and sort my hair out and stuff and then I will be wearing my new jeans tomorrow!

It's my WW classes tomorrow, I helpout weighing during the first half of the first meeting and then I sit in on the meeting, and I then I weigh throughout the whole of the second meeting. I really enjoy it, it's nice to weigh other people and talk to them about their problems instead of always focusing on mine, and because I am in the zone at the moment I feel I can give advice to people who are struggling!

So I haven't had a single SP on my home scales this week so I have no idea whether I am in for a loss, I really hope I am I will be so happy if I have lost just a pound!

So wish me luck ladies!

I will report back tomorrow evening!

Hazelxxx

Clothing sizes.............

are bloooooooooming ridiculous!!!!!!

A few weeks ago in desperation I bought a new pair of jeans from Dorothy Perkins and had to resort to a size 20, I have to say they were big around the bum and thighs but I have a really big tummy (thanks kids!!!!!) so a size 18 was just that bit too tight.

Anyway I HATE them they look awful so I went into Marks this afternoon to have a look at theirs and took several different styles and sizes into the changing room. Well one pair of size 18 did up but I was spilling out all over the place so opted not to go for them, another size 18 I couldn't even get done up, so I ended up buying a size 20 that are still too tight in the tummy department but the legs look great so I will just have to continue wearing long tops until I loose a few more pounds!

Clothes sizes can be so soul destroying but I decided to just ignore the size label and get what looked the best!I am 5ft 1" and weigh 14 stone 3lbs and it just seems that people who weight more than me can get into smaller sizes e.g. a 16 or 18 I JUST DON'T GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!Anyway just wanted to moan and share!

Hxx

It could have gone pete tong - but it didn't!!!

So I have had a really tough day foodwise today but have resisted bingeing ALL day! It started with a really poor night's sleep which instantly makes me want to binge and just feeling generally miserable (hormones etc.).

So normally I would ditch the diet in an instant and eat whatever Icould lay my hands on to binge away the feeling of misery.

BUt..... I am so desperate not to gain this week that I decided I was just going to have to "feel" the misery and deal with it, so that is just what I did! I reckon that might be the first time in years and years and years that I have done that and i am so pleased that I did nad you know what it wasn't that bad really!

To have a binge would have satisfied me in the first instant but then would come the guilt, the bloatedness, the sickness and in the morning a major food hangover!

So i have proved to myself and hopefully all of you that it is possible to be down and have a bad day without reaching for the biscuit tin, i am not saying that I am now a saint because I know there will be times when this may not work but for now I am pleased as punch!!!!

Hxxx

Someone pinch me

Hiya

Just a quickie! I feel like someone needs to pinch me because WW is going so well for me, I know its early days and I have only had one good WI so far but I am on target for my points each day and it feels great, I don't feel at all bloated and its a really weird feeling not being constantly stuffed with food!

Please let it continue!!!!!!!!!!!

7.5lbs down and only 62.5lbs to go!

Hxx

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I lost 6lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes that's SIX pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Actually Doing it!

I have been away for a while and thought about giving this up but I think I will just log in from time to time for an update rather than do it every day!

So I had been on a downward sprial for a long time but everything has now changed!

For a start my WW Leader asked me to be a helper and I was sooooo chuffed! I did my first meeting last week weighing people and I totally loved it, i can't wait to do it again tomorrow!

So doing that plus having a chat with my Leader and also everyone on the WW forum, I am now on my 6th day of counting points and I haven't gone over once and i feel AMAZING!!!!!!!!! I am confident there will be a loss at my WI tomorrow and I am determined to keep with it this time! I am even going to the cinema tonight and have allowed 5 points for some popcorn!!!!

So things are looking up and I really think I might get to goal this time and maybe by next summer which would just be so great!

Watch this space!!!!

Hazelxxx