DIY WI!

Well I didn't make to WI yesterday being so poorly so I jumped on my own scales which are fairly accurate and I Had put on 1lb again but that's ok, I have got back on track properly today and feel so much better for it, my spirits are lifted and I feel like I can do this again.

Off to see Lemar in concert in brighton tomorrow with my sister and her best friend which I am really looking forward to, I have loads of things on for the next 4 weeks or so, so hopefully this will allow me to stay positive and in a good mood!

Oh and I also I had a lovely email from Laura in my hour of need which was so nice, so thank you Laura!

Hazelxxx

oh dear oh dear oh dear!

So I have been really poorly AGAIN! I am so sick of this cycle, I came out with an awful cold last wednesday and was really quite poorly over the weekend, I had my WI on thursday and had gained a pound but I deserved it so didn't feel upset about it but instead of cracking on to ensure a loss next thursday I hav pigged and pigged and pigged!

I am going to put my WW clothes on this afternoon and have a sneaky peak to see what the damage is and then my plan is to go food shopping in the morning while Bobby is at playgroup and stocl up on some filling foods so that while I know I will gain this week I can ensure a good loss next week.

This cycle of loosing weight, ilness, bingeing and gaining is so boring and is making the weight loss so slow but I have got to keep at it otherwise god knows where I will end up!

Back on it

So my bingefest is over and I am back on track today, points are going well and I did the school run on foot this afternoon the same as yesterday afternoon.

Here's hoping for a sts so that I am not set back too far and can really get cracking.

The sunshine is beautiful today and really helps with the old bad moods!!!

so tired of myself!

Totally blown it today, need to give myself a kick up the arse, am sick of this cycle of blowing out between thursday night and Monday! I want to get back on track properly so I can start loosing properly again and feeling good about myself again!

Not feeling good!

I am feeling really down on myself today, I have had a bad weekend foodwise, we had some friends for dinner on fri, my sister for dinner last night and i just fucked up for the sake of it today!

Dave took some footage of me with our camera this afternoon and immedaitely played it back to me and i could have cried, i just look like a hippo, my face is proper chubby and my arms are huge, I felt so down it has ruined the end of my weekend!

So back on it tomorrow and here's hoping for another loss even if it is just half a pound!

I am such a loser!

WI tonight and I lost another half pound yay!!!!!!!!! Will try and step it up this week so that I can loose more than half!

I am sooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!

inch loss island!!

That's where I am living today! I am so amazed and sooooooo excited! Its my WI tonight and I am expecting at least a STS if not a gain so I decided to measure myself and I am so excited that I have lost 6.5 inches all over! That's 2 inches off my waist, 2 inches off my hips, 1 inch of my upper arm and 1.5 inches off my thigh!

WOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BMI

Ihave just updated my ticker to show my loss so far and its really nice to see my BMI going down! Mine is so dangerously high that it's almost better than the actual weight loss to see it going down!

Still on track today!

Back on it!

Right I am back on track today, I haven't managed to go under points but that's fine I have stuck to my 22 points and had lost of good filling foods and I have drunk a few glasses of water which I don't normally, so fingers crossed I will STS!

Lost it!

I have totally lost the plot and I just can't believe it after doing so well for so long! We had chinese on saturday night, I had a binge last night and I have just had a huge binge today, I HATE myself, it is going to be soooooo hard to get back on it now, if I had just stuck to it over the weekend I wouldn't be feeling like this, I HATE feeling like this, it is not a nice feeling to not like yourself very much!

WI Yesterday

Lost half a pound. That makes it 9lbs in total, 1 pound to go until my 5% goal and 5lbs till my first stone!