God I feel so fat today already! I was laying in bed at 8am this morning feeling sick to my stomache from being so hungry so I have started my day with 2 poached eggs on toast and a large mug of coffee but now I feel completely bloated and so so fat I am dreading getting dressed because I know that I am going to look awful today!
AND i had a dream about lasagne last night - what the hell is that all about?! Anyway I shall be buying that for dinner tonight cause Charlie really loves it!
I feel totally in limbo at the moment I just want thursday night to hurry up and come so that I can go to my meeting to feel fresh and inspired - my leader is great - and then I am determined to loose 1lb a week which means 52lbs gone this year which will then mean I will only be about 15-20lbs away from goal, how exciting to think that if I loose 52lbs I will weigh 10st 4lbs god I will be a complete skinny bean!
I WILL DO IT!!!!!
I am gonna get the WII fit out today I think just to do a little bit on it and then I want to start using it properly for some exercise as there is no way I can afford the gym so with that and walking to school as much as possible surely its got to make a little bit of difference!
Anyway onwards and upwards!
By the way I am so chuffed I managed to get out of bed before 9am today even though there was no school run and I am now off to get dressed and do my face and that will be the first time I have done that before 10am probably since the end of the school term last year!!!!!
Hxxx
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thankyou for your comments lovly! they are a massive boost! i dont no why i am postive i think its cus its actually working for me for once i no it takes ages but at least then it will be gone forever and i can stop moaning about fat and blaming evrything on being fat! becus liek you i will be a skinny bean hehe! you will defo make a differene using your wii fit! promise me youll get it out today no matter how tired u r! get it out and get on it! or ill viirtually kick your bottom haha! im feeling better today so im off to work in 15 mins on a late shift 12 8 JEEEEEZUS! will update my blog in a bit...and well done on gettin up early!! ;0) xxxxx
ReplyDeletehaha thanks Laura, my day has not gone well for reasons you will see in my blog update but tomorrow will be a better day!
ReplyDeleteLook forward to seeing your update!
Hx